Thinking, thinking, thinking.
Will I ever rest peacefully and stop worrying about?
Happiness has left me a note, it is gone for today.
Sometimes, I wake up with this bitter taste in my heart.
Walking down the rain.
Seeing through wet windows.
The silence around me suffocates my soul.
Sometimes, I just don't want to get up.
Flashes of memories come and go.
The pain that love can cause.
My restless heart still beats.
Sometimes, opening my eyes means hurt.
Crying alone to hide from the world.
Trying to rescue myself from the pits.
Would those efforts do any good?
Sometimes, I just don’t want to be me.
Writing as my thoughts come.
Reflection of my inside chaos.
Change confuses my senses.
Sometimes, I can’t help it.
Today is just one of those days.
Sorrow has come for a visit.
I guess I’ve been on cloud nine for too long.